Seema Sahoo
I recently attended silent 6 day Chan retreat led by Shifu Da Xing. I wanted to get away to have some silence as well as to practice way of living in ordinary daily activities. Few days before the retreat I started to have excruciating pain in my neck which was result of an accident in 2017 and I wasn’t very sure of making it. However having suffered the physical pain and as a result exhaustion in day to day life , I decided I wont let this stop me to go for this retreat. I went with some fears and worries in mind yet back in mind a resilience face my fears. I deliberately didn’t looked what it might entail as I wanted to go there without preconceived ideas. For me the first day was harder , second day was easier and then third day easier but after that physical pain and discomfort set it, yet it was so surprising that how I was able to find a little gap between those periods of pain and discomfort , especially when I would walk uphill on the way back from walk to the place we were staying, or after superspeed bowing practice or walking fast and suddenly Sifu would say “ stop” and there it was. My whole body would be tingling and I would feel alive like never before. Sifu knows how to meet where a student is in their practice and often would be bit flexible or sometimes firm in his teachings/instructions just so the student receive the right instruction. Firm and flexible can be clearly seen in Sifu Teachings and it was perfect for me. Not to mention all the other retreatants who were there and how we all were able to stay in silence to cook, clean , drink tea , walk and support each other. On my last day when we went to lake and how everyone made sure I am not behind and would make it to lake and sit 😊. It brings such a big smile to my face and I often find myself laughing so hard thinking about some of the moments during my outside walk, bowing practice and sitting. I am still unfolding and trying to bring that in my moment to moment life. Thank you, Universal Chan Center and Sifu for organizing such a wonderful Retreat to investigate and uncover our true self and learning the art of living.






